remorse fills my bones, my body and my brain when I look back at how I put my life on hold for you. a mistake? a regret? sadly so, but then again, maybe no. what I learned has shaped me and forced me to grow. time to let it go and make up for all that I missed out on because it’s my turn to … Continue reading glow
I look forward to discover to become and to embrace the woman I am without you. Continue reading Discover / Victoria Howell
Sometimes people walk away from love because it is so beautiful that it terrifies them. Sometimes they leave because the connection shines a bright light on their dark places and they are not developmentally prepared to merge with another – they have more individuation work to do first. Sometimes they take off because love is not a priority in their lives – they have another path … Continue reading Sometimes / Jeff Brown
They say the blissful feeling of first love can never be replicated it can never be translated in its purest form. Yet that didn’t stop you from poisoning all that I felt with all that you had. But I choose to forgive you for myself. I wish you all the best. happy fucking new year VH Continue reading Happy Fucking New Year / Victoria Howell
I spent the last two years of my life preparing for this moment but it hits just as hard. It comes in waves tidal waves in fact. You are countries ahead yet I am still worlds behind. VH Continue reading Waves / Victoria Howell
You drained me of my identity and injected self doubt into my veins Left me questioning my own sanity Walking around aimlessly At war with my own body every day Trying to scrub your heavy words off my skin My mental state has been shaken to its core I don’t know who I am anymore e.s. Continue reading Drained / e.s.
I would like you to write down 5 qualities you possess but they have to be qualities you aren’t comfortable admitting. You may be proud of these qualities, or you may hate them. You may still be in denial. It doesn’t matter. These qualities make up who you are right now. You may want to change them, or you may want to embrace them. Accepting who … Continue reading Five Qualities